I swore to myself that I’d never let myself become one of those people who lived so freely along the lines of deception in relationships. But what they say about seasons and people is really true; they’re forever changing. And after months and months of bottling up poisonous grudges inside me that I’ve fought so desperately to leave behind, I finally cracked.. To say the least, I’m not proud but I don’t think I’m exactly wrong either. I feel like a complete different person now..