February 2011
53 posts
11:11 still
GO. MAKE. A. WISH.
I’m hungry. I haven’t been eating. I WORRY ABOUT MY METABOLISM going slow. it’s 11:11 and this shit just deleted. Not about to retype everything!
MOTHER
Shut the fuck up. SHUT UP! SHUT UP! SHUT UP! I’m about to fucking throw this laptop on your head. Stop talking.
Not gonna do that. Too much of a wimp. I’m too fucking stupid. My brain is “a rock”.
January 2011
30 posts
2 tags
Hi.
If you knew me enough, you would know how I feel about white OLDER men. OHMYGOSH, IT’S LIKE EAR ORGASM, except it’s in my ….eye. Like I can’t stop looking when I see a really CUTE, WHITE, HUNKY MAN!
Ugh, work from 4-8:30P.M. Possibly hanging out with ER after work since I have no other plans latuhh.
I admire Natalie Portman, Emma Watson, Anne Hathaway, Blake Lively, and...
Oh you know
Just at school, on the computer, doing nothing in this musical theater class. I seriously thought this class was going to be exciting so I ditched being an aid for office. BOY, was I wrong but I don’t regret it. Whatever, bye.
Oliver Twist by Charles Dickens
789 pages. AWWH SHIT.
You don’t have time to convince everybody to like you. Your time is too great to fight battles that don’t matter. If someone doesn’t praise you, they don’t matter. If someone leaves you, you didn’t need them. I love loyal people, I love the ones that I know will accept me through every decision I make. When you realize that you can’t please everybody, you’re going to see new seasons of growth,...
Determined.
Determined to lose weight. Lose fat. Gain endurance. Gain muscles.
I’m eating a brownie right now, though.
Just realize
UGH… OH MAN. I think I unknowingly knocked my laundry card inside the washing machine so now I DON’T EVEN KNOW IF IT’S STILL GOING TO WORK WHEN I RETRIEVE THAT SHIT OUT OF THE WASHING MACHINE. Damn it. I still have like 8.50 in that card. CURRAP. I have so many clothes to wash, dry, and fold. BOO.
Let see
School was boring as usual. I have to catch up on a lot of shit though. Blah blah blah. Friends. I fucking loathe the ugly energy I receive from everyone. FAKE BITCHES. Dance class was pretty amazing today. I’m quite sure I lost some fat … on my finger. Then went to work. I actually liked work today. Not too shabby. My wage was increased to 27 cents! WOOHOO! Now I make 9.38. I’ll...
ACTUALLY
OVER IT. LIKE REALLY OVER IT. WAH.
WAH.
Over it.
Just over it. Fucking let me out of high school. Exhausted and nauseous from all of this bullshit. Fucking need people who are much more mature.
Got my grades today. FUCK YES. Thank mother friggin’ GOD for my non lethargic days!
DJAMA
Can I still trust you guys? I don’t know. I feel like i’m being talked about. We’re DJAMA. We should be able to tell each other anything AND everything. Why do I feel so uneasy being around you guys? TRUST ME, I have not been fake to any of you nor have I lied to any of you.
Goodnight.
BIG F FOR FUCKED.
Worst grades ever. I’m not even exaggerating. I don’t think I’ve ever received these horrid grades before. I’m so fucking sick. I can’t miss anymore school because my grades are about to blow away my diploma. WORST FUCKING GRADES EVER. Ugh. My nose is so stuffy, my throat feels like a torn up hardwood floor, and my head is throbbing mad. No food. No mineral water. No...
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jayelz asked: u r a fakeass bitch and i hate you go kill yourself you dumb ho
-anonymous
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Jersey Shore
ACTION ALREADY ON THE FIRST SHOW?! WOOOHOOO! Anticipating the next episode!
AND I CANNOT WAIT FOR SKINSSS!
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Shay Mitchell
From Pretty Little Liars is half filipino and scottish! UGH, I FREAKING KNEW IT!
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The best things in life can be painful
It hurts when you break up with someone that you love. It hurts when someone close to you passes away. It hurts when you’ve worked so hard for something, and in the end, that work seems to be for nothing. But they’re the best things about living, so you just have to pick yourself up, and keep going on.
All people know is sex. UGH.
Real love is total. It’s like life or death. Like you know you’re going to die when you’re apart because the need is so pure, so complete.
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I need someone to shut off my brain and turn on my heart.
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When I see a man, I always wonder how big his penis is and then I look.
Continuously struggling
I struggle to accept my weight, my appearance, my overall look …basically everything about me. I always want to lose weight. I always want to look my best because if I don’t, people will judge or think i’m such a weirdo for looking very grotesque. Je ne sais pas. Maybe I’m just bringing down myself or I soak in people’s words so much that I make a big deal out of...
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I don’t hate you because you’re fat. You’re fat because I hate you.
Exhausted!
I have been working like crazy and not have been able to respond to the world. I really wanted to say “Herro 1-1-11.” Awesome eh? Anyway, working tomorrow after school and it will be my 6th day working in a ROW! Well, I need money, DESPERATELY! I love love love …wah.
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